okay I've finally cheated on motime too many times and now I've decided to fess up. My new blog can be found at http://blog.myspace.com/fotofox . I am utterly and completely addicted to myspace. I can't help it.

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catch up

So I went out last night...and who did I run into?? Him. Yup, so that was weird. I was just dancing with my friend and whatnot, hoping to bother him a lil ya know? I guess it worked because when I got home he started texting me. He had the audacity to text me "I still love you!" What?! Are you freakin' kidding me?? what a jerk!! So of course that messed with my head some. Well a lot. But I don't even think he meant it anyway, plus I will NEVER get back together with him anyway. So just to play along I texted back "Then why did you leave?" I guess he didn't get the real question because he just said "I couldnt stand to see you dancing with someone else." Derrrr. Friggin' jerk.

So now I've gotta pull myself out of this stupid idiot-induced funk yet again. He needs to leave me alone. :(

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my life

Okay I just reread my last post...boy how things can change.

Well Jason just never came back after our Sunday conversation. Actually, I had to hunt him down at his parents house and ask him to quit stringing me along. I'm not going to get all elaborate so heres the short of it... He didn't really give me a reason, just called it quits, never came to pick up his shit until I threatened to start selling it, and I still have his stupid pink furniture sitting in my apartment as of right now.

Thats all I have time to post right now, but just wanted to update. I'm going through the getting over process, and I think I'm doing pretty darn well.

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Okay I'm going to post here whats been going on with Jason and I because I don't want to have to explain it to everyone....
[ a brief version of what really happened ]

So it started out last Wednesday...he went out with his brother for 'boys nite out', I pissed him off, he broke my heart, he decided he was mad at me for a bunch of things, went to his parents and stayed until this morning. Barely called me, made me feel like crap, left me in the dark and made me worry about things that I didn't need to. I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep...That has to be the worst feeling in the world, but I'm kind of glad I went through it, because now I understand, how I've made other people feel, and I deserved to feel it too, karma ya know?

Anyway, I was ready to call it quits because if he wasn't gonna respect me I ought to give myself some self respect. Well he came over last nite and we talked about everything and I said, if you don't see us being together forever, then I don't want to try to work it out, and he said he saw us together forever and I said me, too and so we more or less worked it out. Hes still staying with a friend of his for the week, because he needs time away, which I understand but think it sucks. But if thats what it takes to go back to good I'm willing to wait. I know hes not out being an idiot, and I'm not worried about it. And I think its good he got out of his parents house. So I'm feeling better, still not 100%, I won't be 100% until hes back home to stay. We are going to go out on a date sometime this week, so that'll be interesting. I just hope he realizes how much he hurt me and what kind of shit he dragged me through. I think I made my point last night. I hope he got it. So I guess thats what went down in the briefest form. Comments? Am I an idiot? Let me know?!

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my life, catch up

depressed. had the worst night of my life last night.

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my life

Well as far as today goes...business is good :D I had a senior portrait session today that I think went pretty well, not great, but pretty well. I booked another one for this Wednesday. I should have a baby shoot next week and possibly a few other shoots. And today a woman called me and all but booked a July wedding with me!! Is it my lucky day or will things truly pick up?? God I hope its the latter. Guess we'll see. But for today I am hap-hap-happy :D  Have a wonderful Monday night y'all!!

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photography

Just wanted to post quick. Things are going pretty well here, at least as far as me accomplishing things goes. But I've been moody and I can't really appreciate it. I will later when I have that stuff out of the way.

I'm going to add a pic of the little girl I had come model for me last week for my March promotion, she is so adorable and such a perfect little model! She was a natural. :) Made my job easy!!

I need to get going on my promotions and whatnot cuz I need to make some money. I let the whole 'its a slow season' excuse take over my attitude the past few months so I really need to get on top of things. So yeah, basically thats where I stand right now. I need to quit being lazy and get back to ambitious...wish me luck and focus!!

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my life