It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...

Except the snow is melting away, and there are still no traces of Christmas in my apartment. Oh, except for the Christmas card my mom sent us.

All that I really have to say right now is, Thank God its Friday!!! All the work is handed in, and Heather can relax [ and sleep in tomorrow! ]. But not too late because Eric and I need to hit the mall. His birthday is Monday and I have to get him something now that he spoiled his other present No big deal though. Plus I have a Christmas party to go to tomorrow and I have to pick up some stuff for that.

Well, at the moment my mind is drifting and I can't concentrate to write on here. So I guess I'm off to make some pizza--homemade pretty much; not the usual freezer pizza. I've been doing pretty good this week with making real dinners as opposed to generic stuff. But I can see myself doing mac and cheese tonight since I'm so damn tired. Anyway...tangent. Maybe I'll be back on this later.

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I need serenity

Dear reader please forgive me, its been almost a whole week since my last post.   I'm in much better spirits since my last post. I still don't entirely know what my deal is, but I have all my work done for tomorrow so I'm pretty happy about that. So I'm chilling out, sipping some wine, and then putting the finishing touches on my work. This week has flown by once again. I'll be back in New York a week from tomorrow. I'm kind of excited about it, but not as much as I was for turkey break.

I haven't really been in a Christmasy mood yet this year, but I bet when I get home to all the decorations and real snow, that'll change. I can't wait to have more time to myself, two weeks should do me good.

So Eric and I got in a fight on Sunday or Monday and he ended up spoiling his surprise birthday party! [ jerk!  ]  And then he kind of ruined his birthday present. He basically guessed what it was, so I just gave it to him today.

I got my pictures back from my first "portrait" sitting all by myself. Sure it was just my cousins family, but it was a good learning experience, and I think they turned out pretty darn good for my first time. Maybe I'll stick one in my photoblog for my picture of the day...yeah I think I will.

So today I had a friend from school chop off my "mullet" during some down time. Allow me to explain. For those of you who don't know, I'm growing out my hair and the back was a little too long for the front, almost had myself a mullet. I'm trying to let the front of my hair catch up to the back, then growing it all out together. So I feel a little bit better about my looks now. Sad, eh? Well I must get back to my work, so I can finish it up before Friends is on Later y'all

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I am in need of some inspiration.

A good quote from a song I like:

There's two dates in time
That they'll carve
On your stone
And everyone knows
What they mean
What's more important is
The time that is known
In that little dash
There in between

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I'm just as lost as you...

As I expected, my mood didn't last long. I don't know why I'm so moody lately. And I'm questioning everything for some reason. Like, should I really become a photographer, are Eric and I gonna last, things like that. BIG things. I thought I was all settled into what would become of my life, and for some reason I'm questioning it now. It's not cool. I think I need a break. Just some alone time to figure things out. But break is 2 weeks away and I might go insane by then.

Next Monday is Eric's birthday. I wish I had more $$ to get him something cool. This New England living is killing my budget big time. That and the fact I have to chip in to help Eric maintain his bills. Which doesn't bother me, I don't want him to lose his car or anything! [WARNING: abrupt ending]

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Smiling from ear to ear...

Saturday is upon us already and in what seems like a few short hours it will be gone again...I dont know if this is because I sleep in and lay around, wasting the day, or if it just always moves this quickly. The weekdays fly by and thats all good, I just need to find a way to slow down the weekends. Any suggestions? What? Not be a lazy bastard...good one.

For some reason I'm in a pretty damn good mood today. I hope I don't lose it. But most likely, I will.  Sometimes seems like I've been on a rollercoaster lately with all of that.

So its snowin "wicked bad" here today. It doesn't seem to be as crazy as western new york though, so thats good. Last night Eric, Sarah, Sheenah and I went down to the mall to watch a movie. When we went in it was damn cold out, but no snow. Then when we came out it was coming down pretty good and the plows hadn't been out yet. For some reason they put sand or dirt on the roads up here instead of salt, it seems weird to me. Anyway, the movie got out around midnite and we didn't get home til after one I think. But we were all creeped out and everything because Sarah and Sheenah have been having some ghostly action in their apartment. It all sounds pretty creepy and I hope they have a seance or something fun over there .

We went and saw Gothika, which was a really good movie. But I didn't know Sarah was so easily scared, so now I feel bad for going to that one. She was flipped out about that and their own possible ghost. Some how I don't think telling ghost stories on the ride home was such a good idea. I hope Sarah got to sleep last night!!!

When we got back to drop them off at their apartment Sarah and I both saw something next to her car. I'm pretty sure it was just a shadow and our minds fabricated something out of it, but she was pretty sure she saw what she saw and she was freaking out! Poor girls, I couldn't live where they do with all the stuff that goes on in that old ass house. Quote of the night had to go to Sarah when she said, "I don't mean to be a bitch or anything, but I don't have time to deal with a ghosts problems, too!" Then I told her about a book I read once and told her to tell it to go to the light or something like that  

Well I should probably go clean up the apartment, since it's basically all my fault its such a mess...I guess?

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There goes my life...There goes my future, my everything...

I just decided to dedicate my opening line to a song for the month of December. Thats a good tune up there

Ahh, so much to say but I'm not going to. I can't.

So a week has already gone by since I've gotten back, and I'm going home in 2 more. Seems kind of annoying. Not that it isnt fun when I'm home or anything. Its just almost too quick. At least Christmas break isnt going to be all planned out for me. I'll have 15 days ( I think ) to have a blast. I can actually get trashed and not have to get up for anything, definitely looking forward to that. Lots of parties coming up, or so I hear. Hopefully I'll get to hang out with my hometown friends a bit more this time around. I did get to chill with Stacey last Saturday, which for the most part was a lot of fun. I dont quite remember all of it, but it was nice talking to her. We'll see if her "new boy" leaves her any time for the rest of us though   It was a lot of fun hangin with Erics friends earlier in the night too.

So today I went on my first aerial photography trip. I dont know if there will be more through the school, but if not I'll have to have my mom's friend take me up back home. Its so much fun, I love flying anyway but, flying + my camera = way fun. Definitely want to do some jobs like that! Well I'm tired and I've gotta go watch a movie before falling asleep. So I'm outtie

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