okay i thought i ought to post something quick before going to bed. Wow. Sorry about last night!!! I was pretty pissy, but everything is good now. I did, however, lock my keys in my car somehow. Its so weird because I never lock my car when its at my house. Anyway we got into it [ after 45 minutes or so ] and all is well in my world again :-P.

The Bills game today was a lot of fun. Wet, cold, fun. They won, by a lot. And my seats were pretty decent. 8th row, 5 yard line. So it was good when they scored on my end, otherwise it was kind of hard to see the specifics at the other end other than by watching the jumbotron.

So dressing up like I did last night was bad for work. Too many creepy old men. But afterwards I went out and won a dance 'contest'. Just a dumb Pepsi shirt thats waaaay too big, so I gave it away. But it was fun. Had to dance to Christina Aguilera's "dirrrty". Well it was fun, until someone walked off with THREE of my cds. I'm super bitter about that. That was one of the reasons for last nite's angry post I think. Last night was crazy fun really though. Just because it was a whole different setting than what we usually do.

I'm crashing. I have so much stuff to do tomorrow. G'nite everybody.

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I hate the world right now. So fuck off. You know I don't mean it if I know you. But I'm PISSED OFF. In a few ways. So fuck all of you who know what I'm talking about..............thats probably two people, cuz I love all my Hallmarkers.

Somehow I'm pretty sure I locked my Keys in my fucking car...and theres so much more, but i'm tnot gonna type it. i'm retarded right now anyway and pissed sothey just dont go well dtogehter. I just want to scream but no one will hear and it doesnt mattea anwyaw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

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I should have figured this would happen. I hate my halloween costume. Luckily I tried it on around 2 and so it gave me time to run to Erie and buy a new one. Errrrr. Now I'm just being a lame little school girl. A punk school girl though, I've got the arm warmers and a punkish skirt. So that'll be a lil somethin more'n just a school girl.

So the new challenge is finding a place to take a shower. My dad did something to our well so we can't use the water for twelve hours...so not until like midnite. So that sucks cuz I can't get ahold of my brother. Alright well I gotta high tail it, I have to get ready and get to North East. Have a wicked evening y'all ; )

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Amy -- 2 weeks from now isn't going to work cuz I forgot I have to go to court for my speeding ticket...but we'll talk cuz I have new plans...at least half baked plans. Aight thats all I got to say and I wanted to say it while I remembered and since you aren't online, here it is :-P

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Yeah Pedro : )

 

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From cursed to first...I like that! Red Sox rock!

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Man I need to feel better QUICK. I have so much to do this weekend. I can't believe its already the last weekend of October. Time is flying by. I have to go get Stace a bday present. Luckily I have something in mind now.

So its Halloween weekend at the bar, should be fun! And then Sunday I have the Bills game to go to. I really hope they win, but I guess we'll see.

I really need to find a medicine that conquers all of my symptoms. Seems to me that I'm not taking the right stuff. I've tried three different things. Pain in the ass. And I'm sweating my butt off drinking tea and baking some banana bread - which I really hope I can taste since my nose is all stuffed up. I'm S.I.N.O.S.A.........ahhhhh!!

One last thing: I hate phlegm, it comes straight from the devil  

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oh and I just made some amazing fried egg sandwiches...kinda gross, but mmmm i'm happy.

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so The Grudge is the worst movie I've seen in a long ass time. What a waste of money...luckily I didnt pay! :P But shit...it sucked. I'm really tired and I'm going to bed now, but I wanted to just stop anyone from wasting their money on that movie.

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damn, i laid in bed allllllllllllll day. i ate breakfast and dinner in my bed. watched the race in my bed. watched the red sox whoop some ass in my bed. slept a little in my bed. just a lazy day. its probably good for me since i am sick but jesus i'm gonna end up with a bedsore!  i'm so gross, still in my pajamas since i got back from work last night too. so lazy i dont even want to hit the shift key to make capital letters. LAZY! there i did it. temporarily. good nite all.

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Wow last night was so lame. There was nobody at the bar, so I didn't start working until near midnight, I made a whole 35 bucks. Luckily Friday was a good night. It was jam packed and quite fun, except for being sick. But I'm feeling better almost completely.

Man I hope the Sox win again tonight since the Bills lost pretty bad and Jr. came in like 35th or somewhere around there. I don't want an all around shitty day in sports!

Oh yeah its Joel's birthday, I better go call him.

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I got the boots!!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited. But I'm sick and spaced out so I could be happier I guess. I got my halloween costume!! I'm excited about that too.

I wish I could take a nap but I can't cuz some chick outside of Penneys did my hair for free real quick, some promotion they are doing, and anyway, it'll go flat if I sleep on it.

I know I had more to say but I just can't remember right now...stupid drugs, messing with my head.

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Oh my I am sick of the drama. Every Thursday night its the same old shit. I'm not fully in it so its not so bad for me. But my friends go through hell every freakin Thursday. JT needs to stay home. I've got lots to say but no will to write it. I'm going to bed which I really need. On the plus side, this is the first really sober Thursday in a while. Its just hard cuz I can't drink on weekends anymore so I go out 2 times during the week, but since I was an ass last night, I redeemed myself tonight...except I did say something I shouldn't have and started a mini war that lasted for a bit between Jason and Beth. So that sucks. I really can't lie though and that just screws things up, too.

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I probably shouldn't be on here right now. I should be exercising, coming home for a shower, going to check out a halloween costume and out for the night with Renee and everyone. But no, I'm sitting here, being a lazy ass. I'll get around to it all.

Will somebody please tape Joey, Will & Grace and the Apprentice for me?? Seriously just mail it to me, I'll be forever grateful. I'd do it but I can't. My parents will be watching tv and my room only gets whats on in the living room. Sucks. A lot. But at least I have tv in there.

Last night was too fun. Everybody hates Boston. So that made the win that much sweeter for me! Talkin about burning my jersey-I don't think so!

I got Jagger some new toys, he's in heaven. Such a little tard. Its only annoying when I'm on the computer and he keeps bringing the damn thing back to me to throw again and again and again...there he just did it again...crazy cat.

Ooh going to see The Grudge on Monday. It's going to make it "official" that Kevin and Stacey are dating, since it will actually be a date. Dinner and a movie. Excellent. I think its a good idea. Its really not a big deal but people don't understand that people can just be together and be happy and not have a title, so this will give 'em one and shut everyone else up.

So last night I somehow got wasted. I mean just super retarded, how-I don't really know. I went over to Beth and Jason's to watch the game and had 2 beers, but then Jason got all pissed off cuz the Yankees suck and quit watching it, so I decided that I was going down to the bar so I could watch it.

Well I had no money but Stacey bought me 3 drinks...thats all 3 drinks, Billy bought me a shot that he owed me, and thats it. And I was out of my mind retarded...HOW?! I mean those drinks were really strong, and all I had eaten for "dinner" was one breadstick, and it was country karaoke night [ as if that matters, but it was fun ], but c'mon! On a WEDNESDAY? Whats the matter with me. I'm just perplexed by the situation, but I guess everyone gets stupid once in a while.

Besides that everyones going to NYC this weekend and I WANNA GO! I miss my Hallmarkers. However, I have to work. But if I would have known I could get into the Expo for free I would have probably made more of an effort to go. Alrighty I really need to get motivated and get my list accomplished.

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How 'bout those Sox?! :-D 

Mmmm I'm so happy! That was a spanking that they gave the Yankees last night!

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TWO WORDS: Game SEVEN!!!

Sox rule!!  :-D

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lets hope

  the sox

    can win

      one in

        New York 

          tonight!!!!

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I hate hospitals. My dad took my mom in around 720 this morning, then woke me up around 8 to go down and take her to eat her fatty meal [ explanation to come ]. So I got down there about 20 after 8, and she wasnt ready yet. They hadn't done the test. So she told me to go out in the durango and sleep and she'd be out when she was done.

Well, I slept for an hour, went back in and they still hadn't done the test. I started feeling sick so I had to go home and have my dad go out and get her for lunch.

So the fatty meal thing, they are doing a stress test. She has to do something before eating, and then she has to eat nasty greasy fatty McDonalds and go back in and retest. Yay. Poor thing, she's gettin sick of being pricked by needles. I hope they figure out whats up with her soon. I know we'd all feel better if they did.

For any of you that know my dad, not many but, he's doing laundry, he's doing the dishes, cleaning the house!! It's insane. This man relies on my mom so much to do everything but wipe his ass for him! And here he is actually helping out! I hope it sticks, my mom could really use the help. Too bad he put our VS bras in the dryer and ruined a few. I guess that just means more shopping! :-P

Alright well I'm tired, I'm going to go lay down.

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Oooh its my one year motime anniversary today, how exciting. I actually stuck with something...

So last night the Red Sox finally won a game against the Yankees. But it went sooooo late. And I had to get up early to take my mom to the hospital for a test. So when I came back I took a nap and now I'm feeling pretty good. Ready for game 5 at 5 today. Got my jersey on, just in case its my last chance to wear it for a while.

I started to think about where I want to be going with my life and what steps I have to take to get there. I didn't get very far, but I seriously need to dedicate some time to that, soon. I feel better about myself just for having some sort of a job, but I need to start spreading the word about my photography. When I'm done typing I'm going to go print out my new business cards and make up some bigger things to hang at grocery stores and whatnot.

I still haven't called the girl back that called to ask if I'd do her wedding...I know thats shitty business, but I'm scared. So I just have to grow some balls, call her back and work something out. Its just...weddings are so daunting. Its not so much worried about fucking up, its more like, I don't like people looking at me, and I don't want to be up there snapping away...maybe if I use a long lens and stay back I'll feel better...I dunno. Got some more thinking to do, but I need to call her back and work on the balls issues up until the wedding, which isnt until June anyway. I guess I've gotta start somewhere...Heather -- you wanna come help me out?!

Okay I'm going to seriously go try to be productive. Later y'all ; )

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Alright so things are odd. I recently realized that I've been out of the dating scene since I was a freshman in high school. Then I realized...I was never in any sort of dating scene...I just had 2 boyfriends for forever and there really wasnt any sort of dating action I guess. So I'm not rusty...I'm just socially retarded. Kind of a sad realization/situation. And with all the boys at the bar asking me to dinner and stuff, I'm not good at coming up with ways to say no. I haven't said yes yet either though! I manage to get around it somehow.

I have gone out a couple of times with a friend of my brother just for something to do. So that's fun. And I've already put it out there that I'm so not interested in any sort of a relationship so no feelings should get hurt because there shouldn't be any. And it helps because if he's at the bar and someone hits on me I say I'm seeing someone just so they back off.

It really is fun working in a bar. The people watching is great. I get to watch the transformations take place. They start out pretty normal and then as they keep on drinking things go awry! Fighting, flirting, puking, passing out. Craziness-but fun. I love people...like, psychologically. I find people very interesting.

I remember in college one of my psych teachers was telling us about a study they did where they had people gather in a bar and they gave half the people alcohol and the other half they said the drink was alcoholic, but it wasn't. And the people who weren't really drinking still acted drunk, just because they thought they were. Its so strange. I've seen it done before though...we did it to a friend once in high school--come on! who hasn't? But yeah, what I was getting to was, people just check their inhibitions at the door upon entering a bar, it seems like. Or they leave a little bit more behind each time they go pee

that was such an odd mess of ramblings, sorry. Tomorrow is my 1 year motime anniversary!!

In closing...I'm begging, Derek Lowe--please pitch excellent tonight...don't get SWEEPED!!!!!!!!! I dont want to be embarassed to wear my red sox jersey out!!

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Here I sit almost 3 hours after "punching out" at work. I had an alright time this weekend. I don't really feel like typing about anything...but I really feel like typing. So I dont know how this is going to work out.

I've been somewhat censored lately on here. But that doesnt seem right. I think I'm going to stick to it for a while longer though.

So I feel bad for my friends, the ones that go to the bar that I work at. Whenever I need a break or some down time I go over to them and just chill, shots in hand. So they always are buying shots from me. And tipping. I can't complain, but I feel like I'm breaking 'em. Especially Stace...she's way to good to me.

I'm impressed that I'm typing this well. I didn't know I was buzzing until now pretty much. Its a good thing I didn't have to drive myself home. Probably wouldnt go over well. I did it last night and I was running on 2 hours of sleep...not even 2 consecutive hours. I had an hour of sleep Thursday night and an hour nap Friday afternoon. Not a good idea. Not that its real bad, but I did fall asleep in McDonalds parking lot while waiting for the people I was following home to get their crap and go home.

Things seem to be really good with my mom. She got out this afternoon from the hospital. Didn't find anything wrong with her as of yet. She has to go in for two tests this week though. But at least she's outta there, she wasn't so happy about being in there. It's kind of mean but it was nice to see my dad worry about her. He seems to take her for granted most of the time. I could be wrong though.

I'm so terrible. I used my mom being in the hospital as an excuse to go into work late. When in reality I was sitting at Beth and Jason's drinking and watching the Red Sox doing well. But as soon as I got to the bar...not so well. Those bastards lost soooooo bad. Okay well  I think I've blathered on enough. I could go on much longer, but I won't, for the sake of those who are still reading at this point! G'nite

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update: i just chilled with my mom for a couple hours. things are kind of up in the air. they aren't sure whats going on, but they are pretty sure its not her heart. so thats excellent news. doing some more tests today and she might get to come home today. i hope so, for her sake.

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They kept her over night and I still haven't gotten to talk to her. I don't know whats up?? And I still hate JT!!! She pissed me off hardcore last night. Not as bad as when she messed with my SIL. But shit...every time I see that girl I know its gonna be bad.

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Well, I still haven't heard anything about my mom yet. She left for the hospital 2 hours ago. Of course it takes forever to get in at the ER anyway. She's been having chest pains for two days now and she finally decided to go to the doctor today, and they sent her to the hospital. When I got back from being delivery girl for Maplevale she was just picking my dad up to take her down. Oh Ushers on fuse...I'll be writing later but more likely it'll be tomorrow....g'nite everyone.

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Damn Yankees!!!

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taking justins lead i wanted to put what my fortune cookie said:

" If you think you feel good, wait 'till you feel me. "

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Got my third speeding ticket today. I'm never going to get on my own insurance. At least not through the company I want to. Stupid good mood had me driving all fast. Grrr. Oh well I'll only get points on my license and have to pay a nice chunk of change.

Someone called today to see what it would cost them for me to do their wedding...thats a good thing I guess. Still in a bad mood though. I didn't even feel like shopping once I got to Erie with my mom--thats sad.

Well my heads killing me I'm gonna go take something and chill out before the game tonight.

!!GO SOX!!

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Superman's Dead-how sad

Rest In Peace Christopher Reeves

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Ugh, I got my Bills tickets but Paypal is down and I can't pay for them!! Dammit!

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I just slept waaaay too long. But I feel good. And now I'm going to get my butt in gear and clean a lot today. I'm motivated baby!!

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Wow, I'm spent. Excellent weekend over all. Just went to my friends wedding. She was one of my first friends, like from back in preschool times. I hadn't seen her in over a year. After the ceremony they went down each aisle to talk to everyone and I talked to her kind of quickly. She was kinda quick with me. I was kind of sad. But it wasn't a big deal.

Then at the reception she comes over to me and says, "I did not even recognize you!! I thought somebody crashed the wedding!" She asked someone who I was and they were like "umm thats Heather." How crazy is that? Pretty funny. I don't think I've changed too much. I am girlier though, makeup, semi-try at my hair, etc. I don't know if thats enough of a change though.

All of her friends and new husband were like "Oh so YOU'RE Heather. I've heard so much about you, yada yada yada." So that was nice to know that Kims still thinking of me. I miss her. She looked great and it was a cute day. A little bit weird since I was only 1 of 3 people from our class there. Lots of old people...little awkward...

Other than that, my aerial shoot got cancelled...too windy. My baby shoot got cancelled yesterday, client's grandmother died and had to go south for the funeral. So lots of cancelling.

The bar thing went well last night...mostly. My brother was out...yikes. So that was very interesting. You ask, I might tell. Even went to breakfast with him and his wife at like 3 in the morning. I love her :) Oh and Beth came out! So that was cool.

The bad thing was that stupid bitch thats always starting stuff did it AGAIN last night. Only this time it was with my sister-in-law. The girl, JT, feels the need to live in the past. And she constantly brings it up. If I'm talking to a guy, and she knows who it is, chances are she's going to come up and say something about fucking him, or mention someone he fucked, thats all she ever talks about.

Well last night she did it to my bro and his wife. She was all like "Remember the time you fucked that girl on the trampoline." And he was trying to blow her off and ignore her some but it wasn't working. Of course I said something and she jumped down my throat. I love when she does that, stupid bitch. My brother told her off, which impressed me-I still don't quite know where we stand. Pretty sure its still more hate than love type of relationship, but I could be wrong.

Anyway Amy [ sister-in-law ] was sooooo pissed! I told her to squeeze my hand to help her chill out...she squeezed hard. Poor girl. Its not like it was a huge deal to anyone, because everyone has a past, but to have the balls to SAY that shit at the dumbest times...Yeah JT is a real class-act. I want to rip out her tongue.

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Life just might be okay after all. The Sox sweeped the series. People are still my friend even after I was a total bitch to them last night. And there is a band playing at the bar tonight, so I should make some good money.

Other than that though, things are tricky. All kinds of weird stuff going on. Like my mood last night -- where the hell did that come from?!

I was such a bitch. All of a sudden I was in the worst mood ever. I got a huge headache right after I was done with work. Everyone that I hang out with there was drunk by the time I got off work. Thats such a hard thing to deal with. But I have no idea what put me in that MOOD. I just wanted to go home and not talk to anyone but I had to stay because I was Renee's ride home. And then, all the people I normally hang out with hate this kid I know from my first boyfriend. So they all want to beat his ass and whatnot and I hate fights. It's stupid and useless. So that definitely contributed to my foul mood.

Well I guess I'm done. I have to nap and get ready for work. Here's to a better tonight!

 

.:we don't have to be in love, we can just be friends:.

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Okay so mini-update...

Well my Thursday was absolutely excellent--except that I missed all my must see tv shows!! Thats kind of sad. But otherwise it was great. Went shopping with my mom, went shopping with Renee, got ready for the night out and headed out.

It was so much fun to be out with Renee! And then of course that band was playing last night. They embarass the shit outta me. As soon as I walked in the guy in the band started talking about me in the mic. It's really very odd because I don't even really know the guy at all. But then he dedicates/does shout outs to me the entire night. So weird.

I was really tired and had drank enough that I shouldn't drive all the way home so I stayed over at Beth and Jason's. Didn't get very much sleep. My stomach was hurting so bad. I don't know what the problem was - definitely not alcohol related. I ended up sleeping it off this afternoon finally though. But its probably the last nice day and I slept it away.

The sox are playing right now...I wonder how thats going. Well I better get my ass in gear, I have to get ready and head out to NE early then head into work. Jello shots tonight, kids. Come on down! Hehe. Beth W. will be there!!! And Renee!!! And Stacey!!! I'm so excited :-D Too bad I can't party with 'em but I'll still get to see them.

Oh, quote of the day: "Jeremy's fun to hang out with and all but...not alone." Poor Renee! LMAO!

Hmm, maybe this wasn't so mini. Alright everyone, have a fabulous weekend! Damn, I'm in a wonderful mood :-]

...three is the magic number...

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Yay its Thursday!! Thursdays make me happy. All day today I kept thinkin it was Thursday and when I realized it wasn't I was kind of sad. Not that I want to rush the week - its already gone by soooo fast.

So movie night didn't help a whole lot, confused me some though. After leaving I stopped by the bar to see Stace for a few minutes since it was so late and I'd already missed last call anyway. Poor girl, that stupid boy that likes her is giving her SHIT. Just because she likes someone else and is happy. Its shitty. They never had any sort of relationship besides being friends as it is. What kind of friend does that? I get a little bit of shit just cuz I'm always with "that crowd". I don't try to limit myself to a particular crowd so I think that really sucks of them.

Alright I'm really tired and I ate all my mac n cheese so I guess I'm heading to bed. Always smart, eat and go to bed-no wonder I don't lose my belly?! I can't wait to wake up and be living in Thursday...G'nite all and have a spectacular Thursday ; )

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Thats so funny, while I was gone [ to curves, excercising ] I definitely bought ice cream. So I got two down and chocolate to go!! And I am in a much better mood. Now I'm heading out to go watch movies with a friend. Can only get better...Thanks for the suggestions girls :-) 

Oh and Beth -- Curves isn't open on weekends up here, at least not the one in Corry - otherwise that'd be fun!

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I'm so ANNOYED at everything...anyone have any suggestions how to deal with irritation?? I just want to be in a better mood!!

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This is just shit shit shitty!!!

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Oh what a day. Had to take Libby down to see the vet today. Wasn't too bad besides getting her out of the carrier. Dr. couldn't find anything wrong with her paw, gave her a shot and sent her on her way. She doesn't even seem to be mad at me.

The color of the sunlight today is perfect. It was amazing this morning as I drove home. All the trees with their brightly colored leaves, steam rolling off the ponds. Just eye candy-I don't think I've ever said that about anything besides a guy--is that weird? I'm not looking forward to cold weather, but I really love this time of year. Apple cider, warm sweaters, fall jackets, yummy food. Mmmmm.

Well I'm off to go shopping with my mom and hopefully Stace. Then a good lunch and pedicures! Excellent day

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Hurray for House of Blues in Cleveland opening up!! I'd move there if I could find a job.

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Oh Ammmmmmmyyyyyyyyy you gotta say the Dr. Porkenheimer's BonerJuice "ad" was right up your alley ;) haha thats too funny!!

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So a new day and a new attitude. Everythings all better. I just needed some time off from the normal. I stayed at Renee's last night, where we watched a movie and went to bed before midnight. It was nice, except that I got up at like quarter to 7 this morning! I'm tired, so I'll probably have to take a nap but I'm glad I went over.

Renee and I were talking about Iraq and all of that shit and I decided that the USA is a lot like the "popular" girl in high school, it likes to get into everyone elses business. I also decided that if it gets much shittier, I'm moving to Canada! Toronto is nice.

I was supposed to go watch a movie with my nephew today but I guess I screwed that up so now I'm doing that Wednesday. He's getting to that crabby age, where he thinks he's all cool cuz he's in school.

Speaking of kids, being there with Chase [ Renee's son ] getting ready for school, I remember how much I loved school. But thinking back...I have no clue why, getting up that early always sucked. But I hated missing school. Until I got up into high school and then it was fun to skip out for a few periods.

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Well Dale Jr won - Happy Birthday to him! Woohoo. So that helps out my moodiness a tiny bit. When the Bills were kicking ass I was pretty happy. But that turned around in the second half and pissed me off some more.

I was gonna go stay the night at Renee's tonight but since I'm grouchy I figure I shouldn't cuz I don't want to be mean to her kid. They came over here for a bit so we could talk and I told him to play with the toys but when he asked me how they worked I was like "They aren't my toys. I can't help you out." What a bitch to be mean to a lil kid. I suck. So yeah, I think I'm going to wait on sleepin over at her house.

A couple people want me to go to North East but, no, I don't think that's happening! No, I know it isn't.

I'm sooooo hungry but theres nothing here to eat...maybe I'll make some soup, thats something I guess. Yeah thats what I'm going to do.

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So last night was messed up. So much drama. I don't need that shit. I think I'm going to hang out with different people today if I can find some. I just need to back off from everyone for a day or two.

The bar scene was lame last night and I only made a third of what I did on Friday night. Still thats money I would have spent at the bar, rather than make. I'm still in a shitty mood, I probably shouldnt even be typing. Maybe I'll come back to this in a little bit. After I'm done talking with Heather. Only my mom can save me...if she taped SNL for me....

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Yup, it was a good night! Made a good chunk of money and sold a lot of shots. I was supposed to talk to the creepy owner last night after close, but he was sick and said we'll have to do it tonight. I don't understand, I've seen the guy, alone a few times already and he won't talk to me then?? I'm a lil bit creeped. Whats he have to talk about that he can't do any other time of the day?

At midnight it was my friend Beth's birthday, so that was fun. Got her some shots and whatnot, everything was going great until after I was done working I went to sit with everyone and this one girl started some major shit. She was telling Beth she was the reason that Pat killed himself, so it got really ugly. And sad :(. So I stayed the night at Beth's, cheering her up and making macaroni and cheese-my drunken forte :-P.  But had to sleep on the floor because she doesn't have any furniture-so I'm sore from that but she's getting a couch today from her mom, so thats cool.

I was in the bathroom last night washing my hands, and I was bitchin to some girls in there about guys hitting on me, and she was like "You just gotta tell 'em you like girls." It seems like it might be a good idea, so I told Stacey she is from now on my lesbian lover when I need her to be :-P. One guy was pretty creepy but he kept buying, so I kept going back, and I guess he got the wrong impression. I always make someone pretend to be with me so I look semi-taken at least when it gets hairy. So far, so good.

Okay time for me to find some food and start getting ready. I have to go out to Beth's to party for her birthday pretty soon. G'nite everyone and have a fabulous Saturday!

PS -- SNL starts tonight!! Somebody ought to tape that for me!   

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Well I'm off to get ready for my first day "on the job". We'll see how this goes. Last week was fun, so I hope it goes pretty much the same way.

 I should have taken a nap but instead I was off running around doing some photo stuff. Which I'm really happy about, but I know my ass is gonna be dragging later. And my mom wants me to get up early to go shopping...can't say no to that!

Oh and I got asked to do some aerial shots for some lady-supposed to do it Sunday, hope that goes well!

Mmmmm I'm all soft and yummy cuz I used that bath & body works sugar scrub...LOVE IT! Have an excellent Friday night everyone!

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Holy shit its October

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